This too shall pass

I pray everyday that this too will pass. Is he just a difficult child? Am I doing something wrong? I thought I had more patience for this and I know I want more kids but Cullen is more than 2 handfuls right now! I cannot figure out what works for him and what's going to keep me sane! It was so bad this afternoon I wanted to drink alone, but I didn't! Maybe I need a mommy therapy group, maybe Cullen needs a private sitter to teach him life skills and teach me how to parent. Do they have those sorts of people?